Wednesday, December 21, 2011

new day

when it's not working after all..

don't leave...change.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011


you don't need a hand to hold.
you already have, yet you can't feel.
you don't need a full life to live.
you already have, yet you can't see.
you don't need a miracle to happen.
it is happening, yet you can't accept.

a heart that beats, warms...
breath, let go and claim them all.

Monday, November 14, 2011

when it is silent..
that's when you need to listen the most.

Thursday, November 3, 2011


i wish i can write you love songs
yet there are no rythm to play
no words to fill in
they say it is a personal thing
to create music..
an original...

i wish i can write you love songs

Thursday, May 26, 2011

the 'how' for dummies

how to do you start a day right when you promise to pray first thing in the morning yet you forget everytime?
how do you change things when you don't know where to start?
how do you grow up when you're to lazy to move?
how do you stop when you can't find the logic why you need to?
how do you continue when all things just go round in circles?
how do you end it all when you know you are still starting?

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I am looking for something...


i like something i don't know.

i want something i don't get.

i need a release...

i need an answer.

but what is it?

Sunday, April 24, 2011


cleanse me,
let me be brand new.
heal me,
let me live again

Monday, April 18, 2011

with or without

i don't wanna waste away with you..

i wanna learn and grow from here..

and i don't wanna waste you..

i want you to learn and grow from here..

with or without, let's be.


keep holding my hand..
don't ever let go.
we are getting there.
I will deliver and make promised.

Thursday, April 14, 2011


and when I keep finding for hidden answers...
remind me...
You are already the answer to the question,
and You are here..

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

dreams after midnight

love comes even in dead of night...
wake up and be ready.

Monday, March 28, 2011

black and white

You color my world.
I never realized since the time you left.
Everything's black and white.


You will come as promised
I will wait.
There is nowhere I can go but to you.
There is nothing I can do but expect you.

Friday, March 4, 2011

white flag

I didn't expected for us to go this far...
then we are, for real.

amazing how life works when you already waved up the white flag..

there is really something at the end of hope...
a beginning.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011


I love to hang out with you in my dreams..

I love to write you loveletters in my mind..

I love to confess everything to you in my prayers..

Maybe one day, we go and hold them all together for real.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011


from the stillness of this earth where I stood...
a part of it is shaking somewhere else...
I pray...

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

heart day

I remember you walking to me..
saying it was good to see me...
explaining how you've been...
the purpose of taking me back.

your smile, your words, your touch...
that moment... I was trying to understand...
why it was all over.

Monday, February 7, 2011


don't ask me until where will I be.

to walk with you everyday...that's how far I can go.

Sunday, February 6, 2011


another day is about to be over.
I am stronger than I have ever imagined.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011


i am neither your friend nor lover..
yet i am yours.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011


are just too demanding and overflowing these days.
and so are blessings.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

bright lights

time to do something new..
leave old habits.
remind yourself...
you are free.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

new year

I have promised myself.
This is going to be the best year ever!