new day

when it's not working after all..

don't leave...change.

blessings

you don't need a hand to hold.
you already have, yet you can't feel.
you don't need a full life to live.
you already have, yet you can't see.
you don't need a miracle to happen.
it is happening, yet you can't accept.


a heart that beats, warms...
breath, let go and claim them all.

when it is silent..
that's when you need to listen the most.

lss

i wish i can write you love songs
yet there are no rythm to play
no words to fill in
they say it is a personal thing
to create music..
art...
an original...

i wish i can write you love songs

the 'how' for dummies

how to do you start a day right when you promise to pray first thing in the morning yet you forget everytime?
how do you change things when you don't know where to start?
how do you grow up when you're to lazy to move?
how do you stop when you can't find the logic why you need to?
how do you continue when all things just go round in circles?
how do you end it all when you know you are still starting?

I am looking for something...

clue

i like something i don't know.


i want something i don't get.

i need a release...

i need an answer.

but what is it?

easter

cleanse me,
let me be brand new.
heal me,
let me live again

with or without

i don't wanna waste away with you..

i wanna learn and grow from here..

and i don't wanna waste you..

i want you to learn and grow from here..

with or without, let's be.

reminder

keep holding my hand..
don't ever let go.
we are getting there.
I will deliver and make you..as promised.

fact

and when I keep finding for hidden answers...
remind me...
You are already the answer to the question,
and You are here..
bare.

dreams after midnight

love comes even in dead of night...
wake up and be ready.

black and white

You color my world.
I never realized since the time you left.
Everything's black and white.
Reruns.
Mute.
Old.

time

You will come as promised
I will wait.
There is nowhere I can go but to you.
There is nothing I can do but expect you.

white flag

I didn't expected for us to go this far...
then again...here we are, for real.

amazing how life works when you already waved up the white flag..

there is really something at the end of hope...
a beginning.

dreams

I love to hang out with you in my dreams..

I love to write you loveletters in my mind..

I love to confess everything to you in my prayers..

Maybe one day, we go and hold them all together for real.

fault

from the stillness of this earth where I stood...
a part of it is shaking somewhere else...
I pray...

heart day

I remember you walking to me..
saying it was good to see me...
explaining how you've been...
the purpose of taking me back.

your smile, your words, your touch...
that moment... I was trying to understand...
why it was all over.

road

don't ask me until where will I be.

to walk with you everyday...that's how far I can go.

strength

another day is about to be over.
I am stronger than I have ever imagined.

foe

i am neither your friend nor lover..
yet i am yours.

stress

work...
are just too demanding and overflowing these days.
and so are blessings.

bright lights

time to do something new..
leave old habits.
remind yourself...
you are free.

new year

I have promised myself.
This is going to be the best year ever!