I have paid close attention in Life ,you get to notice ,those ,that never seem to be content or comfortable ,where they are at the Time .
That there is always a searching ,a longing ,that one never gave up ,that inside them ,they still want to lure and seek ,this in life ,that maybe makes them feel alive .
I saw something in someone I once knew ,that held that same wandering ,that this person never ,gave up that hidden search .
That always made me see that I was not one made him complete ,if I was ,there would never be his foot ,still in that door of searching for something better .
Sad as I really Love him ,just Always felt ,he was never happy or I was ever quite good enough ,although internet ,always keeps a person searching and never completely happy .
Strange that you posted something like this ,as that has always been a strong thought ,I held with someone I love ,that I had to walk away ,so it could make it easier ,to search and lurk ,some how ,I believe it will come much easier than he might of thought .
Saying goodbye to one to search new out with old in with new
when words won't go together to form sense..
mind's jumbled to keep from staying sane..
and emotions cluttered for the day...
the craving for rational thoughts is killing me..
i'm addicted to this..
it is what i do best out of 'me'.
when all else fails..
i read.
i write.
i love.
on May 14, 2009, i've made my first piece and since then i've continued writing.whatever thoughts that come out of me... i jotted it down and published it. and to add is my new found (low-key) hobby, my own simple photography.
thank you.
for the things that inspired me to do this. it has been always a dream, many times i tried writing short stories, many times i threw away used pens and crumpled papers, many times i typed for hours then ended pressing down the backspace key for half a minute. many times i started a plot, completed a chapter and imagined the ending. many times, i tried and until now, i am still trying.
i first experienced 'i wrote this for you' when my sister gave me the link to check it out. it had been the encouragement i needed to create one of my own. and from that day, i have always been a fan of the artists' works. i may have copied something out of them, but it was the passion to a certain thing you simply loved. and i feel good for them to be able to appreciate that.
vocabulary word is the next for me, i don't know with anyone but searching through new words is one of the best hobby i enjoyed. it might sound 'geeky' but hey, it is super exciting for me!
i found my words to form accurate lines. lines that make a story. it's amazing to be able to do it and feel something warm, something really good.
i am writing because it is the best (i believe) i can do to define me.
I have paid close attention in Life ,you get to notice ,those ,that never seem to be content or comfortable ,where they are at the Time .
ReplyDeleteThat there is always a searching ,a longing ,that one never gave up ,that inside them ,they still want to lure and seek ,this in life ,that maybe makes them feel alive .
I saw something in someone I once knew ,that held that same wandering ,that this person never ,gave up that hidden search .
That always made me see that I was not one made him complete ,if I was ,there would never be his foot ,still in that door of searching for something better .
Sad as I really Love him ,just Always felt ,he was never happy or I was ever quite good enough ,although internet ,always keeps a person searching and never completely happy .
Strange that you posted something like this ,as that has always been a strong thought ,I held with someone I love ,that I had to walk away ,so it could make it easier ,to search and lurk ,some how ,I believe it will come much easier than he might of thought .
Saying goodbye to one to search new
out with old in with new