Friday, February 26, 2010


I wish you're here.
you make things...bearable.

smudges on my window

i can only trace your face in a faint sight...

Thursday, February 25, 2010


when i think of you.
i can never feel alone.

life is wonderful.
you are mine.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010


looking forward tonight.
can't wait for the weekend.
have plans the week after.

you barely notice,
but hope afloats in you.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010


given a chance to see you.
i will stop.
and brace.

Friday, February 19, 2010

lost in sane

i'm not going to do it your way anymore..
nor my way..
we are goin to do it the sane way this time..

what is sane again?

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

the superficial hopes

and just as always...
when i was on that point wishing
to expect dissapointments from you..
you would the simplest of ways
and do the right thing like you always do.

and i would realize...
that you really never failed me.
it has always been a normal act from you.

(like a hundreds times before)i would be the one to think
that maybe it was me who was being so wrong
it was me who looks for superfluous.
it was me who fails 'us'...

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

the will

i was away for a while
and i planned to leave you
yet when i came back
you were sticking around

i went up the sky
and planned to leave you there
yet when i landed
you came sticking around

and for a moment,
i am here
you are somewhere...far.
and i plan it to stay that way
yet you still seem to stick,
like a leech sucking my sanity.

let go..
i'm losing my options here.
i need to live on without you.

let go.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

the nth inning

if wonderful was so obvious..
you would be an easy conquest.
you would be a quick play.

yet it was not..
there was nothing liberal on the sight of you.
yet my instinct betrayed me..

now i'm playing you by ear.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

fool's thoughts

the laughter in my mouth
feels like a borrowed moment..
the silence in my head
seems like a temporary event..
the comfort in my heart,
a quick prelude.

as if sooner or later..
life would take it back again,
pleading me to pay up,
like an easy bet..
a bogus deal..
a funny joke.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010


it feels funny.
either i'm not thinking right,
or my mind scared out the words.
i cannot seem to speak of you anymore.

Monday, February 8, 2010

martyr wannabe

i am still asking myself why i do this..
the very worst thing that one can do.
cease loving.

the sense??
i guess it's the only thing i can choose
to save us from this perpetual despair.

we both have done enough.

Friday, February 5, 2010

ordinary us

a phone call.
a hangout.
a simple plan.
a funny story.
a cab ride.

simple things.
smooth intentions.

we could be happy...
i know.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

piece of peace

i would have peace of mind..
until you give me a piece of yours.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

thoughts of you

i have given myself a chance to visit you in my mind.
to remember..
to search..
to feel..
and understand.
was there something i missed?
something to regret?
something to come back to?

i have taken a choice.
i have given all the things that i can define of 'love'.

that is enough for me.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

you and your game

i want to say something rude
i want to act naive and mean.
but i can't.
i don't even think i'm close of being one.

i don't want to be the person i'm not
just because of this mess.

fret no more.
it is not worth it.

Monday, February 1, 2010

sick day

i am weak to the bones.
so if you may, don't go try my heart as well.
atleast not today.