tomorrow

i used to say...
if only we can go back to when all was fine and simple.

now..
i wanna be in tomorrow...
or the next day and the next.
when we can be so much better
than who we are today.

reminder

'a steadfast love transcends all understanding...'

cease asking for a reason..
walk on my friend..
don't stop now.
we are getting there.

the flaw

this is all me.
i can be better than this...
but never (ever) lesser.

don't treat me like i haven't learned a thing.
i may be wiser than you.

view of an end

how to trust without having doubts.
how to deal without feeling betrayed.
how to understand without any given reason.

don't push more than where i am today..
i can see an ending.

to drop you and everything else,

with nothing more in me to feel...
you won't be worth it by then.

last call

i breath an air of strength,
picked a handful of hope,
and tied my faith tightly.

i'm ready to pick you up whenever.

sad day

i don't know the girl today..
she scares me and i don't like it.

anger is the weakest thing in me.
i can't handle.
it's the saddest feeling ever.

notes

the lightness of the moment seem to change me..

why is it, that i cannot write you love letters anymore?

the treck

hands unheld, steps diverged.
i don't care.
the matter is...
we are walking together.

summer sun

everything with you makes the rest a mere shadow.

you....
doesn't make me forget.
it makes me remember the real thing.

stains

i can't bare to watch you fade...

a pity... it's not even worth it.

two faced

caught between being a survivor
who came out from a good fight.
saving the grace, building a life.
and...
a hopeless fool,
who has tendencies to self-distruct.
wasting a life,
again and again.

who are you today?
(i ought to know)

a thought to ponder

i have come to realized that i can never do 'life' on my own.
i needed to stop struggling and proving myself all the time.
when i did let go and come to that sanctity,
i freed myself and let 'the mighty' take over.
since then up until now...
i'm continuously awed with is given right in front of me.

someone asked how to be contented in life...
I said...
ponder, pray and practice faith
and everything will be simply amazing.

the corner of my street

i walk to an old place,
i take what i missed then,
give back what i took then.
i do trials of 'bad'
and note the errors of 'good'.
i walk in...and expected nothing...

yet the small things surprise each day.
it makes me think that this is real...
there really is a 'better' change.

what gives

chance gives us time...
or time gives us a chance...

either way...something's (really) gotta give..