love month part 2

i don't mind at all when you make cute faces,
cool comments and pretty moves.

the jitters has finally subsided.

i guess that's what happened
when you are able to be sure
that all inside is honest-to-goodness
love.

love month part 1

blue cloudless sky.
the beach and summer.
fresh air and nature.
dried leaves and autumn.
friday nights and the whole day next.
midnight and sweet dreams.
december. birthdays and christmas.

few of my favorite things..

when it happens..
i feel 'love'.

the best of the worst

maybe we can never patch things up.

maybe we can never hold hands or even make a smile.

maybe we can never see each other straight in the eye.

maybe we can never say sorry,

maybe we can never say a real 'goodbye'.

but then...
maybe it's alright.

maybe it's the way it is.

maybe it's life 'at it's best' for both of us.

laugh bites

funny how foolish things get into you.
the dumber it gets, the more it blows you.

pathetic.
i need to think like a moronic disabled kid
just so i can get your coolness these days.

time for me to laugh. hard.

the time we grow up

reach and pull.

not reach and fall.

never lower down your wisdom just so you can level it with someone.

we have come to life's point

where we can be proud enough

of who we have grown to be.

it doesn't make sense to go back and be callow.

guide lines

every now and again..

remind me

to lose a bit of you.

blink

there is a space between doubts and trust.

the small distance from fear to solace.

a blink from rest and reality.

wherever that is..

i am found today.

even for a shortwhile.,

i breath in the freedom.