pain supplements

everything in me screams to the exhilarating pain i feel..
that for once my body seems to betray me.
stoned and delirious now..
i need an antidote to fix me..

a doze of sarcasm and temper perhaps..
tormenting worries and grudges..
the pill i take from you...
the drug i couldn't cease.

you're the cure i want to have..
but you become a sickness i need to outlive.