time

when is a good time to believe and risk?

when is the right moment to leave and let go?

when is the possible way to be happy and free?

when is the best moment to trust and fall in love?

when you feel old. you are still young they say.

when you act young. you need to get old they say.
when is the limit of young, and when is the best part of old?

when either way you just badly want to know,when...

when is the right time for you?

into deep

you have tested this water before.

to soak the tip of your toe once in awhile

is the farthest you could go.

no one wants to drown for the second time.

empty hall

when i walked out your door,

i wasn't planning on coming back.

i was hoping that you would run after...

knocking on mine.

chances

hundred and one things
to say that i choose you.
two or three things
to say not to.
half of a one
holds me back.

disappointments.
it can never retrieved interests.

left of an ego

everytime i asked myself

to give it another chance.

everytime i told myself

to try it again.

everytime i pushed myself

to take that choice.

but whenever i do and risk it all over again.

it hits back like a deadly wave crashing.
it feels like a trap ready for ambush.

leaving me humbled and trashed in the end.

and everytime (it happens)

i comfort myself

to understand.

it is the only thing left to go back to.

broken piece

and when he took time to see her,
there was a smile on her face.
but when he made the time to listen,
there was already a frown on her voice.
when he came for a hug,
there was something wrong with her warmth.
and when he asked her to come back,
there was not a thought for her to stay.

when all things were done as best as both could.
hence, they did not know,
it was already too late.

december

i can feel it in the cool air..
i can see it on the city lights..
i can hear it from the carols..

i start counting down the days..
something wonderful,
here it comes.